Blame me for the misery, my kaleidoscope mind infused with misfortune
Our love I torched so bitterly, sweet serial killer of mental distortion
The demented spirits that haunt you, the unholy magician behind my eyes
Immersed in the poison, seeped into your veins, but I’ve said I love you a thousand times
Our love locked inside of my harrowing cage, a fire inside that no soul can deny
But I can’t alter my fucked up ways, sickly devoted to the rush of the high
Loving me, a fatal illness to your soul, I find a certain comfort in agony
Making my life a living piece of art, obsessed with creating my own tragedy
Romanticizing the pretty mess I compelled, pain is my antidote to anything
Forever my heart will be cursed with this spell, baby you can blame me for everything
I am always so (i cannot find the proper word i would like to use) by the openness and rawness of your writings. I can practically feel your words hit the depths of my soul. So powerful, so raw, and so to the point.
Blessings to you! 🙂
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Thank you so much! I try to make it as raw as possible 🙂
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I have to say I am intrigued by your kaleidoscopic mind. I have one of those too!-your writing resonates a lot with my philosophy on life and how I experience pain, beauty, art, love, hearts, spells, even life in a cage-it totally fits with my blog philosophy which is quite spooky. This is a piece of writing I will want to read again and again as there is so much in it that evokes emotion and reflection within me-fab writing, I love it 🙂 Xx
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Thank you so much, it’s always good to know you’re not the only one to feel certain emotions haha. I love reading your writing as well!! And Lana del Rey 🙂
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You know I was thinking of LDR when I read this post, but didn’t wanna say in case you hate her lol! Lots of people don’t like her. Your writing is awesome 🙂
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Haha NO! She is my inspiration❤️
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Yey! I so want to do a LDR blog separate to my BE one. She’s bloody amazing-a true legend 🙂 I love her vibe, beauty, music and lyrics-turning her life into a work of art. Lush 🙂
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Intense and expertly wrought.
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Hey Marina. I’ve nominated you for the three day quote challenge. Check out my page 🙂 x https://bodyelectricweb.wordpress.com/2016/05/31/quote-me-happy-com/
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Pain is my antidote…powerfully stuck inside my gut. Great post.
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Thank you!
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